Tired~!

I am tired. I try so hard to be so sensible until in return there's nothing that can make me happy but in fact  just hurt. I tried my best and feel so tired. Especially with the person who i always have conflict with. I believe true friends do have conflict but the conflict that you give  me is really too much. I can't take it anymore. I can just say starting from today we are longer like last time anymore. sometimes knowing someone too deep is not  good thing too. Don't worry Mum always teaches me not to owe anybody things.Thank you for those times you had made me happy and those times you had helped me. But for today i can't really take it anymore. I agree that Facebook post is about you. The fact that every time i am telling myself to be quiet and be normal but since its annoying so I will just slowly diminish it. Don't ask me why and whats the reason. I really tried my best. Whatever you want to say please think before you say and then please think for everyone. Not to say I am buyers or anything i am just in the middle. I don't side anyone. You say we don't care about you, think about the time when you are sick, so many people show their concern to you. Did you think about the good times people do for you. Maybe the truth is i really don't understand you and i didn't even say you are not allowed to post thing about people however try putting your self into other people shoes and think about their feeling. Do you like people talking bad about you in internet showing the whole world. Today i make a choice to say it out here its because i really can't talk to you . Once i open my mouth in front of you i can't control my emotions. I agree, i am annoying but just bare with me. We will not see each other anymore left 40+ days. I will bare with you but please don't touch the bottom of my line. I just want to happy each day and leave a happy memory with all of you. Sometimes things happen we can't act like nothing happen. The truth cant be changed. But its up to an individual how to you manage it and face it. May god Bless all of you. All the best for the upcoming exams.~!!

I should learn how to detach myself~

I really care for all of you. I hope all of you can accept our reaction and things we do. Try thinking and putting yourself in others people shoes if you think you are right and wrong. Until this level, is the matter of choosing our lifes. You can choose to listen and choose not to listen to us. Its the matter of time and matters will heal quickly. God Bless~! I put my very best to help as a friend but sometimes i really dont know it is right or wrong. Everyone in this world isnt perfect. We are humans we cant care about things too much and humans does mistakes.

-Games will be played, hearts will be broken, tears will fall, people will change & rumors will be spread. But life always goes on.
-: Despite all of my problems, I have a lot to be thankful for.
-Don't let unhappiness drag you down. Find a reason, smile, and then hold that pose until you find another reason to keep smiling.
-No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind.
-Someday you will realize that you've done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop.
-Love is a feeling, not a decision. You can't choose who you love. If you could it would be simpler... but a lot less magical.

Those who born in the month of August~!!

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

Haha~! I think only half of it is true~! LOL

Wow~! Its holiday already~ Term 4 is coming and I am coming home. However, exam stands in the middle~! Omg~!  And going to Sydney in a few days time, It will definitely be fun~!

I think i have been complaining to mum a lot these few days about my life and people around me. Sigh. When can i be ever satisfied with life. Mum's advises are always the best. If you are angry with someone just think of the positive and good things the person had done to you before. Life is short and its painful to hold grudges on someone. The reality is we have to accept each and every person in our life and try not to discriminate them. Accept as how they are. Because no one is perfect in this world~! God is fair to everyone. Love you mum~! <3 font="font">

The five principles of reiki~!! Cant wait to attend the session when i am back in Malaysia~!

                                          - Just for today, I will not be angry.

                                                 Just for today, I will not worry.

                                                  - Just for today, I will be grateful.

                -Just for today, I will do my work honestly

                                           – Just for today, I will be kind to every living thing

By  Dr. Mikao Usui

I am so happy that Ms Jolene Ang found a job in Kelana Jaya already and she is driving to work ~! Muahahaa Driving?? Lol. I hope she doesnt freak when driving ~! Hehee~! LOL be extremely careful when you are driving lolzz hahaaaa.

and also 

Happy Birthday to Joey Sham and Johan Gwee. 

May God bless both of you and stay pretty always Joey. We love you~! 

Muahahahaha~Evil vs Devil

Thank you for buying me the cup that I like the most. I know you bought this cup without any motive so dont worry i would not think as in what you think. I am not a kind of people that will fall for people easily~ The reason I am so close with all of you is because i appreciate all of you as my friend and treat you all as my brothers~ Nothing more than that~! I am just being who I am when i am here like how i use to be at home. The question that I ask you is because i treasure you as my friend and i feel guilty that you wasted money in buying the present~Muahahaa~! I know I am evil~! I hope I can still be friends with all of you and remain as close as we are now~! Hope we will all enjoy the upcoming holiday~! Cant wait~!! Rawr~! Muahahaaahaa~!!!

Blessed 18th Birthday

I really have to say that I am so blessed having a group of friends which really treats me so well.~!

Thank you for all the celebration and wishes and the present given to me. Thank you so much and i really appreciate it. Love you all so much <3 p="p">

 Thank you for all the surprise given though you all are having so many homeworks and still spend time on planning my birthday surprise. I am really so blessed to have a group of friends which are so awesome and also supportive. Though next year we might not take the same course, Memory will still leave beyond us. Each and every single thing all of you do will leave a happy memory behind with all the laughters we had together~!! 

BLESSED

I would really like to thank God for giving me a friend which really had helped me this past few days. If isn't  that person i would have be not able to accept myself. I am really great that with all the advise you had given me really help me a lot in understanding things and teaching me how to accept things. Thank you for giving me the courage and support to make me stand here as a normal person of me. /.\

I think you might know who you are~!/.\

^__^

ARGH~! Its been long time ago~!!!@.@

 Its been ages since i have update this blog. It is rather like a dead blog. lol
Studying in Melbourne was one of my most regret decision at first. However, after a certain period where you have get used to it you will feel like this is the most satisfy decision that you have ever done!
Studying here really open up my mind where i get to know many people and understand people more. Rather than just from school to home and tuition. I gain freedom here but however i will not misuse my freedom because my aim and objective here is to study after all spending so much of money. I am really blessed having a family which can afford to send me here to study. Thank you very much to my parents and family members who have supported me especially my grandpa. His advice is to ask me to become a doctor. But this could not be a promise however i will try my best for it. 

     Secondly i am so blessed to have a group of friends which treated me so good. I really want to thank them for tolerating with me and bare with my premature syndrome which i always does at home. At this stage, where parents are away from me i tend to think more and learn more. Learn to be more independent and not to depend on people. My friends here are really good. They are all form all over the world but mostly is Malaysia, Singapore and Indonesia. Staying in albert house was indeed one of the biggest challenge for me. In albert house you have to learn to be tolerate, patience and learn to communicate with everyone. More or less there are also some arguments sometimes , but it depends on how you accept it. There are many people with different kind of characters. I am indeed blessed by having a group of friends which consist of 10 members which is Xin Hui, Nemo, Swee Meng, Yi Huey, Cg, Ming Keong,Daniel, Hui Ying, Joey and me my self.  Let me introduce to you one by one. 

Xin Hui is from Johor and she is one of my brothers friend sister. She is a very polite and small sized girl. The first time i met her was like i mistaken Joey as her. LOL. She is really friendly.

Nemo is from Johor too. Though you might think his name is weird but he is a really nice guy. He is Swee Meng room mate. He has a loud voice and love singing and always help people.

Swee Meng is from KL. Swee Meng is a very quiet and gentle guy. He is very smart in Maths as usual he is from the Chung Hwa therefore it cannot be deny that his maths is so good. He is more or less my maths teacher here ^_^

Yi Huey is from PJ. She is a smart and brilliant girl. Smart in all aspect. Speechless. She is a pretty and polite. 

Cg is from Kl too. Cg is a skinny girl where among all of us she is the most skinny. She is helpful and  nice too.

Ming Keong is from Bentong. Ming Keong has a fatherly character. He is very helpful and kind towards girls especially. Speechlesss

Daniel is from Singapore. Speechlesss.. He is unlike what i always hear people talking about a Singaporean. He is a nice and polite guy. Small sized and always like taking pictures with girls.

Hui Ying is from Johor. She is a sporty girl and smart too. She likes to laugh when she gets hyper and always being called no link by all of us.

Joey is from Johor too. She is a nice girl and polite. She is smart too and love eating nutella. HEHE
dont angry Joey is just a joke,,
 

I am really so blessed to have a group of friends which are well behaved. I will try my best to treat all of you good and try not to make problems up.

This are all my about my friends. However i would not forget my Malaysia friends too which is Azraa, Elvina, Jia Ming, Wei ping, Kuan Seng, Ashwinder, Kasey and lots more..

   To Azraa, Good luck and all the best in starting and accepting the challenge of first year of Mbbs. take it easy and not stress too much~! Me and elvina is always there for you. ;)

Opsie!@_@

Its been really long that i didn't do blogging~!!Lol haha!@_@

I am currently now in Melbourne doing my foundation studies at Trinity College!!

Living here with a bunch of friends in albert house never fail to makes me laugh everyday!!

I miss all my 5-Ners and also my Malaysian friends~!!

OMG SPM results is coming-out about next two weeks!!!

I am so paranoid about it~!!

Whatever is done cannot be change just pray and hope for the best~!!

Bye People!!

Have a nice day!!~~