My First 2013 Blog post!!

Its been long time this blog hasn't been updated~ Starting a brand new journey climbing up Melbourne Uni stairs! lolz!

Tired~!

I am tired. I try so hard to be so sensible until in return there's nothing that can make me happy but in fact  just hurt. I tried my best and feel so tired. Especially with the person who i always have conflict with. I believe true friends do have conflict but the conflict that you give  me is really too much. I can't take it anymore. I can just say starting from today we are longer like last time anymore. sometimes knowing someone too deep is not  good thing too. Don't worry Mum always teaches me not to owe anybody things.Thank you for those times you had made me happy and those times you had helped me. But for today i can't really take it anymore. I agree that Facebook post is about you. The fact that every time i am telling myself to be quiet and be normal but since its annoying so I will just slowly diminish it. Don't ask me why and whats the reason. I really tried my best. Whatever you want to say please think before you say and then please think for everyone. Not to say I am buyers or anything i am just in the middle. I don't side anyone. You say we don't care about you, think about the time when you are sick, so many people show their concern to you. Did you think about the good times people do for you. Maybe the truth is i really don't understand you and i didn't even say you are not allowed to post thing about people however try putting your self into other people shoes and think about their feeling. Do you like people talking bad about you in internet showing the whole world. Today i make a choice to say it out here its because i really can't talk to you . Once i open my mouth in front of you i can't control my emotions. I agree, i am annoying but just bare with me. We will not see each other anymore left 40+ days. I will bare with you but please don't touch the bottom of my line. I just want to happy each day and leave a happy memory with all of you. Sometimes things happen we can't act like nothing happen. The truth cant be changed. But its up to an individual how to you manage it and face it. May god Bless all of you. All the best for the upcoming exams.~!!

I should learn how to detach myself~

I really care for all of you. I hope all of you can accept our reaction and things we do. Try thinking and putting yourself in others people shoes if you think you are right and wrong. Until this level, is the matter of choosing our lifes. You can choose to listen and choose not to listen to us. Its the matter of time and matters will heal quickly. God Bless~! I put my very best to help as a friend but sometimes i really dont know it is right or wrong. Everyone in this world isnt perfect. We are humans we cant care about things too much and humans does mistakes.

-Games will be played, hearts will be broken, tears will fall, people will change & rumors will be spread. But life always goes on.
-: Despite all of my problems, I have a lot to be thankful for.
-Don't let unhappiness drag you down. Find a reason, smile, and then hold that pose until you find another reason to keep smiling.
-No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind.
-Someday you will realize that you've done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop.
-Love is a feeling, not a decision. You can't choose who you love. If you could it would be simpler... but a lot less magical.

Those who born in the month of August~!!

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

Haha~! I think only half of it is true~! LOL

Wow~! Its holiday already~ Term 4 is coming and I am coming home. However, exam stands in the middle~! Omg~!  And going to Sydney in a few days time, It will definitely be fun~!

I think i have been complaining to mum a lot these few days about my life and people around me. Sigh. When can i be ever satisfied with life. Mum's advises are always the best. If you are angry with someone just think of the positive and good things the person had done to you before. Life is short and its painful to hold grudges on someone. The reality is we have to accept each and every person in our life and try not to discriminate them. Accept as how they are. Because no one is perfect in this world~! God is fair to everyone. Love you mum~! <3 font="font">

The five principles of reiki~!! Cant wait to attend the session when i am back in Malaysia~!

                                          - Just for today, I will not be angry.

                                                 Just for today, I will not worry.

                                                  - Just for today, I will be grateful.

                -Just for today, I will do my work honestly

                                           – Just for today, I will be kind to every living thing

By  Dr. Mikao Usui

I am so happy that Ms Jolene Ang found a job in Kelana Jaya already and she is driving to work ~! Muahahaa Driving?? Lol. I hope she doesnt freak when driving ~! Hehee~! LOL be extremely careful when you are driving lolzz hahaaaa.

and also 

Happy Birthday to Joey Sham and Johan Gwee. 

May God bless both of you and stay pretty always Joey. We love you~! 

Muahahahaha~Evil vs Devil

Thank you for buying me the cup that I like the most. I know you bought this cup without any motive so dont worry i would not think as in what you think. I am not a kind of people that will fall for people easily~ The reason I am so close with all of you is because i appreciate all of you as my friend and treat you all as my brothers~ Nothing more than that~! I am just being who I am when i am here like how i use to be at home. The question that I ask you is because i treasure you as my friend and i feel guilty that you wasted money in buying the present~Muahahaa~! I know I am evil~! I hope I can still be friends with all of you and remain as close as we are now~! Hope we will all enjoy the upcoming holiday~! Cant wait~!! Rawr~! Muahahaaahaa~!!!

Blessed 18th Birthday

I really have to say that I am so blessed having a group of friends which really treats me so well.~!

Thank you for all the celebration and wishes and the present given to me. Thank you so much and i really appreciate it. Love you all so much <3 p="p">

 Thank you for all the surprise given though you all are having so many homeworks and still spend time on planning my birthday surprise. I am really so blessed to have a group of friends which are so awesome and also supportive. Though next year we might not take the same course, Memory will still leave beyond us. Each and every single thing all of you do will leave a happy memory behind with all the laughters we had together~!!